for starters

I wanna keep this private, but so far this month has been good to me. 

Except I find it hard to sleep at night even with him around. Do I have to ask for help every time?, he just don’t help out of free will. No aftercare, no proper date so far that I could remember. It’s hard to open up about these things with him, he may start to get sad or talk about how he lacks assurance and such. But it was never the point, it is so not the point. Like the last time, I didn’t even know we were IN a relationship since I was not asked properly. 

Life update: My mind is so messed up.

#f-upped

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