they will always be my girls

A friendship break-up hurts because you treat your friend like a family. It feels like when you both go separate ways the bloodline is cut. Me and my high school friends, the closeness we used to have was slowly fading away and we pretended we didn’t feel it. I know my friends also feel the same that we don’t know our new selves anymore, only the memories are the one holding and keeping us together until one of us just left. She left the group and still we didn’t talk about it. We just let it happen. I used to find ways to fix it. I reached out of course to her because she’s my sister by heart however she doesn’t want to talk about it. I was hurt and I know she is too. The thought of her leaving us is sad, I cried and wondered why do friendships part ways? I’m still in the process of accepting what just happened. Maybe I want some explanation but as much as I want to, I respect her. I respect her decision and I will always be happy for her even though we are now on different paths in our lives. We’ve all changed and I hope one day we’ll meet again with our new better version of ourselves. Wherever she is right now and the rest of the group I am always rooting and praying for them. They will always be my girls.